Nobody Ever Died of Awkward: The Queer Fat Femme Guide to Battling Insecurity and Asking People Out

Half the reasons I've missed out on getting ass in my lifetime is by not articulating my desire. Insecurity, fear of rejection, fear of being made fun of... the list is endless. It's hard to put yourself out there in a racist, homophobic, misogynist, binary gendered, anti-erotic, fatphobic, ableist, etc... society when you're at one or many of those intersections of marginalized identities. Plainly stated, I've been a fat girl my whole life, shit from middle school runs deep and it's hard to bounce back from significant early rejection.

Out of that insecurity can come a bevy of reasons to psych yourself out of propositioning someone.

After that moment I incorporated "Nobody ever died of awkward" into my regular on stage repetoire.

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Allow me to be the Julie McCoy of your Queer Love Boat

This weekend is a really huge weekend for me. First up is Zombie Queer Cabaret! It's going to be full of hotties and I am a big matchmaker from the stage. Could your queer love boat involve a glittery smooch with some Zombie Femme Cupcakes prepared by Amanda, our Madam of Country Glam, and the rest of the Femme Family?

Then Sunday night I am competing in the Miss Lez pageant. I don't want to give anything away about my platform, but it's very me and very exciting. The performers I know who are contestants are also really phenomenal. It's going to be a fun show. Buy pre-sale tickets on sale now!

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The Queer Fat Femme Guide to Breaking Up and Declining a Date Invite

've had a hard time articulating a way in which I can turn my latest rage into productivity. In the absence of some flowery prose, I will tell you what is giving me the rage lately:

People who don't know how to break things off with someone properly and/or who cannot gracefully turn down a date.

First, I will give you a list of real life examples from my life and my friends lives in the last couple of months to illustrate why my rage is at a boil.

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Making My Pageant Dreams a Reality

Thinking about my desires and what I dreamed about when I was in high school... a lot of it was pretty simple stuff. I wanted love. I hated myself so much I couldn't even recognize how much I hated myself. I wanted so desperately to fit in and feel comfortable with my body. I wanted access to all of the cheesy girl stuff like the cheerleading squad, dance team and running for homecoming queen. (Being perky, loud and wearing matching outfits? That is still my thing.)

I didn't feel like I was allowed access to even try out for any of those things, since I believed what everyone told me about my size--that I wasn't beautiful and had to rely on my personality and smarts.

I also really loved beauty pageants. I have always had a thing for them. I like watching people perform, I like sparkly outfits, I like good hair and ritual.

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Additions to the Queer Lexicography: Ages and Dating and PR

A Tiny is someone who is in their barely twenties.* Tinies can be great. They are someone you can be really tender with because of their stark vulnerability in contrast to your older jadedness. They can be really fun to corrupt. They can also help you not take things so seriously. Tinies sometimes have more active sex drives. They can make you feel really old when they don't understand your Jem and the Holograms references.

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Plump Dump Truck Friday Post: Radical Fatshion Weekend at Re/Dress NYC!!

Watching the trunk show come together I had no idea how it would manifest, but seeing the designers unload together and the looks on our customers' faces has been priceless. We've taken some photos today and hope you enjoy this mini photo essay. If you're in New York City this weekend, please make it out to Brooklyn to support the designers! Even if the cold cruel world of fashion doesn't care about us, we can care about each other and maybe they'll catch up and get wise.

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Correspondence: Online Dating for High Femmes & Lovers of Same

I have seen you around before. I have a question, my ex is high femme, but other than that they are hard to find, where do i look for them? okcupid certainly does not seem to know. ;-)

Dear [Name withheld]:

I totally hear you. On my end it's hard to find dapper butches, genderqueers and FTMs who are even into high femmes on these online personal sites. Like, first and foremost, how hard is it to have a queer gender clickie box? Like, M, F or Fabulous?

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